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Sunday, January 25th, 2004
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10:28 pm - Fuck'n eh?
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I hate this place, this fucking atmosphere is all too familair and stressful. I need a change of lifestyle, attitude, well in general a "Change". I have no idea why I'm writing a new entry at all really, I guess I'm just here to waste some more time. I have no idea why this is bothering me soi much but, I have been in this same state of reiteration few about 13 years now and I want free. One more semester of school then it's time for me to leave. Reach for my goal and capture it, that is the main objective. I sorta feel like phoning up some people and have a conversation about shit but I'm not in such a great mood right now, shit happends.
current mood:  discontent
current music: Thrice - Stare at the Sun
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| Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
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9:32 pm - Not allot of stuff
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yeah, I'm sick and it fucking sucks... that's about it.
current mood:  sick
current music: Linkin Park - KRWLNG (remix)
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| Saturday, September 20th, 2003
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9:27 pm
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The Elements of Life.
Bars of fury, words of flame, torching names//
the games changed,revolution in lyrics of pain//
lyrics of brains, vocabulary used as a weapon//
murdering brethren, attempting to ruin heaven//
mass exposure revealing plots of gods, my heart throbs//
secrets meant to die reside in memory bogs//
my memory jogs, the hidden universe activates//
quakes and brakes overuled with a hate of fate//
shake and back tactics deserted with chance//
to dance a warriors art, but cants fill the pants//
nor the shoes, the footsteps of heros enlarge//
sparing only myths and legends to be left in charge//
left at large, criminals gain galaxies of talent//
robbing the throne of malice,sipping a chalice of challenge//
opposition to defeat the tales of great battalions//
souls fished from the sea and ate like scallops//
no attempts left at success, the odds are off//
look back and scoff at our life in a trough//
tricked into shackled freedom with other free men//
allowed a sheet of paper and one free pen//
you see its not the life you lived but the story you told//
scrolls grow old, but the wisdom of life remains bold//
I wrote that when I was on the bus today, I thought it was alright.
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Eminem - 8 Mile Road
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| Thursday, September 18th, 2003
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10:54 pm
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Chick: how u doin
Morgan: good, I guess
Chick: why "i guess"
Morgan: who are you again?
Chick: u do know i'm not steph right?
Morgan: I don't know what a steph is
Chick: I,m just a girl who,s looking for other friend, ormore
Chick: or more...
Morgan: over weight eh?
Chick: i,m not overweight
Morgan: haha ok
Chick: it's true
Morgan: whatever
Chick: ok then
Chick: I just broke up with someone named pete. I need a lil conforting
Morgan: they have help lines for that, fuck off
Chick: cost too much
Morgan: childrens help line is free
Chick: i,m not a children
Morgan: I assume your 14
Chick: dont belive my profile page, I told u
Morgan: I thought you were someone else
Chick: well u thought wrong
Morgan: I don't talk to liars, go away
Chick: I,m not a liar I'm just trying to keep my indentity secret
Chick: that's not lying
Morgan: so you know me?
Chick: kinda
Chick: or should i say yes
Morgan: from?
Morgan: school
Chick: yep :)
Morgan: Van Tech or J.O?
Morgan: or DT
Chick: DT
Morgan: I don't know alot of people there
Chick: well u know me
Morgan: I'm sure I don't
Morgan: what's with the "Secret id"?
chick: It,s just I had a bad experience with msn
Morgan: for giving your name out... nice job
Chick: No, I gave out way more then that
Morgan: neato
chick: what u dont belive me or something
Chick: it,s true u know
Morgan: cool
Chick:change of subject, are u single
Morgan: no
Chick: darn
Morgan: yep, shity deal
Chick: u said it
Chick: what's ur favorite thing to do
Morgan: jack off
Chick: yummy
Morgan: nice one fatty
Chick: I"M NOT FAT!
Morgan: Bullshit
Chick: I like to fuck around
Morgan: hahaha nice job slut
Chick: who's the slut? I think we both are
Morgan: Although I'm starting to get who you are
Chick: why do u have a tracing system or something
Morgan: yeah
Chick: me 2
Morgan: I seriously doubt you know what your talking about
Chick: beleive i do
Morgan: Tell me what your "tracing systems" say
Chick: reese,s pieces
Morgan:
hahahaha, I win you fat slut
Chick: asshole
*15 minute pause*
Chick: so u stoped talking now
Morgan: I'm obviously busy
Chick: no
Chick: ur craz6y
Morgan: so do you have anything relevant to say before I block you?
Chick: yes
Chick: ASSHOLE
Morgan: Have a nice life slut.
*BLOCKED*
current mood:  calm
current music: Jan Van Valburg - Soulless Village (Techno)
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| Tuesday, September 16th, 2003
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10:27 pm - I'm starting to think that life could get alittle more interesting...
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Read the title. Seriously, I go to school, hang out with friends, then go home, and now I'm bored as fuck. I think I need to start looking for another job or something, there's a new Starbucks that is opening up like 2 blocks from my house (Go figuare) so I might aplly there, making caffine drinks... not that bad. I need a fucking girlfriend right now too lol. This is really pissing me off. I seriously have no probs getting girls to go out and shit, but now I harsh have to make effort because I want a real relationship and not fuck buddy thing. Worked out today, watched The OC, ate some chesse cake... sweet ass baby. :)
current mood:  energetic
current music: Phantom Planet - California
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| Saturday, September 13th, 2003
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5:30 am - still up.... great
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It's 5:30 am and I have been up for like 3 hours just watching TV. Being up early sucks, and there is nothen to do online or anything good on TV. Shity deal.
current music: A Perfect Circle - The Hollow
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| Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
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10:38 pm - Things are starting to look up for old morgan...
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For the first time in awhile, things are harsh getting better, and I think that after a month or so I'm going to be all right. First off, my friend Peter joined back up at my school and is going to be starting with me tomorrow (that guy is funny as hell). Even though I didn't plan on making any new friends or anything I guess I couldn't do anything about it because I have made a shitload now.
My best friend Joe came over to my house last night and informed me that this chick that I have had a crush on for like a year now or something is harsh into (fuck yeah!) So I'm hoping something will happen there because as we all know, being alone sucks the ball sack.
I left GMX today. The retard kids there are so fucking boring that the come backs they use to defend themselves would make the common intellectual person laugh there ass of in disgust. They said some fat kid or something going to hack me or some shit, oh no... lol I'm 100% positive these kids don't even know what they are talking about, look at their posts for god sakes.
Forever Zer0 will be up by the end of the month with a few of my irl friends working on it so it's going to be up and shit, most likely be checked out by the 12th grade of my school daily.
So today I just sat back and watched The OC, this show owns. There are SO! Many hot chicks in this show that I almost bust a nut just watching.
Anyways, I Guess I should do my homework and work out but I'm harsh not motivated anymore, it's kinda shity. I'm going to switch my Math class with Film because as we all know, watching movies and writing about them is fucking way better then equations.
Just remember kids, Every time you procrastinate, god kills a kitten...
current mood: calm
current music: Chevelle - Dos
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| Sunday, September 7th, 2003
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7:23 pm - The 9th Circle
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I don't really know what I can update about. I have been getting high every single day at lunch time, I swear my teachers think I'm some sort of retard because I can't seem to do ANY work when I'm burning out. Some kid that I schooled last year in the volleyball tournament is now at our school and thinks he the big shot around there, No one likes him and he's quite homosexual. I joined GMX forums, and it's funny as hell. These kids are some of the stupidest people I ever seen in my life, no wonder FFP went down.
Good news on my part I guess... My website is coming along quite well I guess. It's about 90% done and it's looking alright I guess. I doubt that it's going to get TONES of hits or anything but fuck it, I got herpes well we are on the subject.
current music: System of a Down - Shimmy
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| Friday, September 5th, 2003
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2:31 pm - What the fuck....
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| Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
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10:44 pm - What a fucking waste of time...
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Well school... what can I say about it? Oh, how about this, IT FUCKING SUCKS!
First of all it seems all the people that I hanged out with last year have ALL GONE! Some friends moved, changed school and all that shit. So now I have to start off at Square #1 being like a new kid. I'm not really happy with the sistuation but I'm not going to make a huge effort to make new friends or anything like that. I'm there to finish my schooling then I'm getting the hell out of there. I don't really know what I'm going to be doing at lunch or anything, mostlikly play around with the soccer ball with the few people that I can stand to be around there, not friends but I know them.
To make things even worst there are people from my old school there that are trying to act all buddy buddy with me seeing that they are new and want to be "included" in the popular group because they assume that I'm going to be hanging out with the same people. Fucking leachers, they go around talking shit about me and my friends for the longest time then have the nerve to come up and ask me to introduce them to people, whatever.
I don't have time to be surounded by all these people that are all fake and pretend all the time. I guess I need a new gf or something to keep myself in check, I don't know. Life is what you make of it, I'm taking charge.
current mood: lonely
current music: Pearl Jam - Black
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12:16 am - Last year...
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| Saturday, August 30th, 2003
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10:09 pm - Idiocy
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sexyash101hai: ****Ashleys%20Photoalbum.exe Click on the green arrows to see the next or previous picture of me
AuronLP: yeah, im going to click on an .exe file
AuronLP: you idiot, fuck off
sexyash101hai: its a flash projection
AuronLP: flash is .swf, im not a moron
sexyash101hai: no not when you export it
sexyash101hai: its .exe
AuronLP: wow, thats super
sexyash101hai: check it out
AuronLP: or not
sexyash101hai: die
AuronLP: or not
sexyash101hai: i am building up my ddos bots and one day..when i
have hundreds i will dos u for a loooong time
AuronLP: and how will you do that? hmm? whats my IP?
sexyash101hai: who said im gonna attack you directly, i will attack your site :-)
AuronLP: wow, go for it. :-)
sexyash101hai: it will go down within seconds after i start
AuronLP: i doubt that you even know what you're talking about
sexyash101hai: actually i do
AuronLP: COOL!
sexyash101hai: Ashleys%20Photoalbum.exe is a trojan that once a
user installs it makes them whats called a botnet and will join a specific irc channel which then i can execuate commannd son
AuronLP: very un-interesting
sexyash101hai: haha bye
AuronLP: what did you say bye for? you havent gone anywhere..
sexyash101hai: bye to you
AuronLP: im still here as well
sexyash101hai: wwwowwwwie
sexyash101hai: i have 3 bots now
sexyash101hai: hehehehe
sexyash101hai: they are coming 4 u
AuronLP: you must be proud
sexyash101hai: cprrection 4!
sexyash101hai: i am
sexyash101hai: revenge is gonan be goood
sexyash101hai: unless ofcourse u say sorry
AuronLP: spelling isn't your strong point is it?
AuronLP: sorry for what exactly?
sexyash101hai: for being a jerk to me
AuronLP: considering I dont know you, and you messaged me..i don't
see how i've been a jerk to you
AuronLP: care to explain?
sexyash101hai: not now
AuronLP: well that makes sense
AuronLP: im going to go make lunch while you prepare to attack me
AuronLP: be back in a few
sexyash101hai: im not gonna attack you today
sexyash101hai: you will get whats coming to you, in due time
sexyash101hai: for now im out
sexyash101hai signed off at 2:18:40 PM.
Part 2...
sexyash101hai: ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg ugtg
AuronLP: trying to boot me i see
AuronLP: its not working...give up
sexyash101hai: did it do anything?
AuronLP: fuck off
sexyash101hai: LOL OWNED
AuronLP: how do you figure?
sexyash101hai: u been sitting there closing windows this whole time
AuronLP: i closed the chat window..thats about it
AuronLP: damn your stupid.
sexyash101hai: no u got owned
AuronLP: no i actually didnt
sexyash101hai: trust me u did!!!!
AuronLP: oh my bad, sorry
AuronLP: idiot
sexyash101hai wants to send file analsex.exe.
AuronLP declined request; the file will not be sent.
sexyash101hai: lol accept it
AuronLP: how about no
sexyash101hai wants to send file Cronik likes penis.
AuronLP declined request; the file will not be sent.
sexyash101hai wants to send file Cronik likes penis.
AuronLP declined request; the file will not be sent.
AuronLP: your sooooooo cool
sexyash101hai: LOL u like that flood of files?
AuronLP: the three files? yeah, big impact that made..
sexyash101hai: lmao
sexyash101hai: no more like 100 files
AuronLP: you think your actually doing something, but you arent
sexyash101hai wants to send file Cronik likes penis.
AuronLP declined request; the file will not be sent.
AuronLP: whatever stupid program you are using is failing miserably
sexyash101hai: well this next one wont...
sexyash101hai: 1 seconmd
sexyash101hai signed off at 3:59:31 PM
current mood: amused
current music: HIM - Sigillum Diaboli
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| Friday, August 29th, 2003
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11:09 pm - Well fuck me...
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I was finished my website and was about to put in the scripts, but then my mom decides that it's a good time to reformat the pc. Thanks a bunch.
Anyways, I went on this missionary trip with my church and I came back a new man. I have been told that I look older and have become a nicer person since I left. I'm not sure if I look older or anything but I do feel a little more mature now. They made us do allot of manual labor and stuff like that and for some reason I still had a good time. So when I got back home I took my little bro to the movies and shit for the first time in like 5 years and saw "Bend it like Beckam", that girl can play soccer (damn). Anyways, I guess my website is going to be subsided again because of hurting luck.
Oh well, later.
current mood: calm
current music: Chevelle - Send the pain below
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| Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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10:56 pm - It's about the right time to be unleashed.
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Well I have desided that I'm going to stop posting in my journal because I must move on. BUT!!! I have desided to "Finaly" create a website that's just about me and random shit. It's called Forever Zer0 (After a move in Chrono Cross) and it features the following...
- Morgan's (if anyone wants to add) rants
- Stupid/Funny IM convos
- Funny ass pics
- Movie reviews/Game Reviews (Not a very large part)
- Full videogame walkthrough with images that normaly cost $$
- Web Cam Portal (for all my friends and followers)
- Forum (you knew it) I'm going to make it sweet ass without probs
- Mp3 Flash Jukebox
- Hot chick photos
- And more shit...
This site is not really about videogames or anything like that. The style of it is going to be original and simple. I have already finished about 29% of the main html/php codeing and style so you can expect it too be finished and ready quite soon.
On another note, my uncle and some other people are coming to stay at my house tommorow because they are here to see Cher in concert (fags). I will mostlikly be sick of them quite fast because my cousin is more of an internet adict then I am so she will be online more then me, sad.
LATEEEEEEEEE!
current mood: productive
current music: The Offspring - Defy You
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| Sunday, August 17th, 2003
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9:15 pm - Stay the fuck away from that veicus.
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HOLY SHIT DUDE I FOUND A DILDO!!!!!!!
oh yeah, I set up my webcam again so expect more of me.
Hooray.
current mood: amused
current music: nothen.
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| Thursday, August 14th, 2003
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10:40 pm - How non fun
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Well I went to the mall today, got checked out by many many ladys. I bought .hack//infection and FFX... finaly. Went to west 49 and the fucking lights shut off when I was playing some smart ass little rich kid who said he could take me on in Tony Hawk Pro Skater 4. I was doing all the moves and trash talk "You fucking suck!" "Suck my boner" *the old slap to the back of the head*. Then finaly his mom came over and took his 4 year old ass back home, mommas bitch. It's offical, it's hot as fucker. I have been up sence 5:00 am... bed time.
current mood:  bitchy
current music: The Used - The Taste of Ink
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| Tuesday, August 12th, 2003
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2:06 pm - End program.
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Well I get payed in like... 2 days from now so I'm going to take my fucking $800+ and quit that fucking hell hole. School starts up in like 3 weeks form now so I guess I will start hanging around my school friends again, they might not want to hang out with me though, whatever. West 49 is having it's 60% sale so I'm going to cash in on alot of Element shirts and hoodies. Buy these rollerblades...
And blow the rest of the money on 5 cent candys. Summers almost over and I'm still playing Legend of Dragoon, easy but takes alot of time. Hopefully .hack//infection is not sold out or anything again because I want to get busy on it. God, I can't wait for school to start... anything beats sitting here all day.
current mood: grumpy
current music: Chevelle - Don't fake this
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| Saturday, August 9th, 2003
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2:29 pm - good old bush..
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| Friday, August 8th, 2003
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8:53 am - Rich little punks
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Rich kids fucking blow. Especially the ones that dress and act like they are from the ghettos. 'Yo guy, let's chizzle out our 150 dollar cell-phones and reach quicktimes to the mall son!!"
Kids have shit way to easy now, they don't need to do anything at all, they just sit around becoming fat wastes of space. They go to school, sit on their asses for 3 hours, have McDonald's for lunch in the schools cafeteria, sit around for another 3 hours, then get a ride home and sit on the couch watching TV or go play on the computer for the rest of the night. They use their own body parts to function for maybe 20 minutes of the day, at least until they hit grade 8 and figure out how their dicks work.
Kids with cell-phones piss me off too, what does a kid in grade 7 need a cell-phone for anyway, not a fucking thing. Maybe to call their friend who is at the locker a few rows down talking about which girls have cooties.
Kids are fucking idiots, and shouldn't be allowed out of their houses, they just piss people off. I was at a restaurant awhile back and this kid at the table right beside ours kept climbing all over the place and was splashing water everywhere and yelling, and his mom just sat there. When I told her to keep her kid in line she said 'Don't tell me how to raise my son', well bitch, if you'd raise his ass properly I wouldn't have to, at least teach him common courtesy and public etiquette before he pisses off someone who has already had a bad day and they take a steam iron to his little face.
current mood: tired
current music: Chevelle - Dos
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| Thursday, August 7th, 2003
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11:56 pm - Missy Elliott
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I guess just because you have breakdancing and lots of stupid shit happening in your music video nobody will care that the words make no sense at all and half of them are sung in reverse.
I'd like to get to know ya, so I can show ya
Put the pussy on ya, like I told ya
Gimme all your numbers so I can phone ya
Your girl acting stank than call me ov-ah
Not on the bed, lay me on your sofa
Call before you cum, I gotta shave my chocha
Ya do or ya don't or ya will or ya won't cha
Go downtown and eat it like a vul-cha
See my hips and my tips don'tcha
See my ass and my lips don'tcha
Lost a few pounds in my whiffs for ya
This the kinda beat that go wa-ta-ta
Ra-ta-ta-ta, ta-ta-ta-ta-ta
Sex me so good I say blah-blah-blah
Work it! I need a glass of wat-ah
Boy oh boy its good to know ya
Nice lyrics you dirty fat whore.
Just cause I got a lot of fame sup-ah
Prince couldn't get me change my name papa
Kunta Kinte, enslave a game, no sir
Picture black sayin, "Oh yessuh massa"
Picture Lil' Kim dating a pastor
Minute man, big men can outlast ya
Who is the best? I don't have to ask ya
When I come out, you won't even matt-ah
Why you act dumb like ughhh, duh
So you act dumb like ughhh, duh
And the drummer boy go pa-rum pa-pum pum
Give ya some some some of this in a bun
Some some some of this in a bun? Run out of other stupid shit to sing about so you've decided to just throw out random words that rhyme, fuck you fatty.
Her newest video (kinda old, whatever) is the stupidest shit I personally have ever seen, the video is retarded, the lyrics mean nothing, and it's even worse than her other songs, and they are hard to beat in the category of 'shitty'. Fuck you Missy Elliott.
current mood:  blank
current music: Chevelle - Comfortable liar
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